

Winston Parrish
The Silent Struggle
Psalm 73 | Pastor Winston Parrish
Psalm 73 is a deeply personal and honest confession of a godly man wrestling with inward despair while outwardly remaining faithful. Asaph, a worship leader and prophet in Israel, opens the psalm with a crisis of perspective. Though he knows God is good, he’s overwhelmed with envy as he observes the prosperity of the wicked and the pain of the righteous. It’s not a rebellion against God, but a raw, internal conflict of someone who loves the Lord yet silently suffers with doubt, depression, and discouragement. Even spiritual leaders can struggle beneath the weight of unanswered questions and misaligned expectations; these silent battles are not signs of weak faith, but of honest humanity.
But the psalm doesn’t end in despair. Everything changes when Asaph enters the sanctuary—where he regains clarity, not by getting answers, but by shifting his focus back to the eternal. The sanctuary becomes the place where emotions bow to truth, envy gives way to worship, and frustration is met with divine perspective. In communion with God, Asaph realizes that his true portion isn’t prosperity or ease—it’s the presence of God Himself. As Asaph did, let us acknowledge our silent struggles, reject toxic comparison, and return to the sacred presence of God, where comfort, clarity, and communion are restored.
1. The Conflict of Comparison – Psalm 73:1-14
Asaph nearly lost his spiritual footing by comparing his faithfulness and suffering to the carefree success of the wicked, revealing how envy and self-pity can distort our perspective and steal our joy.
2. The Clarity of the Sanctuary – Psalm 73:16–20
Everything began to change when Asaph entered the sanctuary, where God’s presence brought eternal perspective and exposed the instability of worldly success.
3. The Comfort of Communion – Psalm 73:21–28
In the presence of God, Asaph moved from confusion to contentment—no longer seeking answers, but finding peace in God Himself as his portion, strength, and joy.
Pastor Winston
Trinity Baptist Church
Asheville, North Carolina
United States of America